Bree's Fire

Chapter : The Newcomer Glace Bay, October 2004 The weather matched Bree’s mood: grey and lousy. She pulled the hood of her jacket up to shield her hair from the cold drizzle and glanced at Sylvie walking beside her. In spite of herself, Bree smiled. She couldn’t understand why her fashionista friend insisted on wearing that awful yellow rain hat; it looked like it belonged to one of the town’s fishermen. Sylvie’s long, black, and now soaked hair was plastered to her back and her lips moved soundlessly. Based on Sylvie’s concentrated look, Bree assumed she was mouthing the lyrics of one of her tunes. Bree knew that Sylvie would rather be working on her music than attend their swim practice, but ever since they had been toddlers, Bree had led and Sylvie had followed. And now that they were sixteen, it meant that Sylvie had joined her friend onto the school’s swim team. Bree occasionally felt guilty for forcing Sylvie to tag along but today she had a more important problem. “I think Peter is fooling around,” she blurted. “I’m so mad. We haven’t even been together for a month yet.” Sylvie pushed aside the rim of her wide hat and looked at Bree. “Why d’you think that?” “It’s just a feeling,” Bree said, kicking the wet leaves sticking to the sidewalk. “He’s always hanging out with Lucy, and – I don’t know – I guess I’m still finding it hard to believe he’d go out with me.” Sylvie bit the inside of her cheek as she considered her response. “Maybe he’s changed. Maybe he doesn’t care that you’re not as popular as he is.” “Not as popular?!” Bree snorted. “Try doesn’t care that I’m a freak.” Sylvie stopped walking and stared at her friend. “Stop saying that. You’re not a freak.” Bree could easily name a dozen people who reminded her everyday that she was but having had that argument with Sylvie too many times to count, she let it pass. “Back to Peter, what should I do?” she asked as they resumed walking. “Why don’t you try ‘seeing’ if he’s cheating?” Sylvie suggested. Bree’s eyebrows shot up. “Get a vision you mean? To spy on my boyfriend?” Sylvie shrugged. “Why not?” “Are you crazy? My mother would kill me. I promised I wouldn’t do it anymore.” “She’ll never know.” “Still – I did promise.” Just the night before, her mother had again lectured her on the importance of acting normal, as if Bree didn’t already know the price of not fitting-in. “How can you resist?” Sylvie asked. “If I could, I’d be doing it all the time.” “Really? To see what?” Bree couldn’t believe her shy friend would have the nerve. “Lots of stuff. Like, first, I’d check out Tony,” Sylvie sighed. Although some boys considered Sylvie’s dark, sultry looks hot, she might as well have been invisible for the number of times Tony had spoken to her. Bree shook her head. “Forget it, Tony’s a geek. He’s only interested in his lab rats.” The square, brown brick building of the city’s sports complex appeared around the corner. “I so do not want to swim,” Sylvie complained, grimacing. “Come on, it’s not that bad. Anyway we have to get ready for this week-end’s meet.” “Wonderful,” Sylvie said sarcastically. “My two favourite things in one week: a swim meet and the dentist.” “Oh come on, we’ll have fun, I promise,” Bree said as they climbed the stairs leading to the front entrance. “So what do I do about Peter? Ask him? Or pretend everything is fine?” Sylvie followed Bree into the building. “Pretend!?” she smiled. “You couldn’t pretend even if your life depended on it.” Bree’s lips curled in a slight smile. Sylvie was right, holding her tongue had never been one of her strong points. “I guess, I’ll talk to him after practice,” she sighed as she opened the door to the locker room. “He’s coming to pick me up.” Bree wasn’t sure she even wanted to know if he was cheating. Finally, by going out with Peter she wasn’t the school weirdo anymore. What if he was fooling around? She would have to go back to being an outcast. Not a good place to be. During practice, Bree kept glancing at the bleachers expecting Peter to arrive. Where could he be? What if going out with her was a joke? Could she be that stupid? Maybe she should ‘see’ what he was up to. Just a peak; it wouldn’t take too much time. And Sylvie was right, her mother would never find out. Bree hoisted herself out of the pool and nonchalantly walked towards the water fountain. Took a sip and then, as if to catch her breath, leaned against the wall and turned to watch her teammates swim. Only Sylvie who gave her the thumbs-up knew what she was doing. Although visions sometimes spontaneously appeared, Bree had developed a ritual for when she wished to focus on a specific subject. She closed her eyes, took a deep breath and retreated inside herself. Within seconds, she no longer smelled the chlorine’s stench or heard the swimmers’ splashes. As if she had fallen to the bottom of the pool, a cocoon of silence and stillness surrounded her. Imagining her energy as thousands of fireflies soaring through her body, she gathered to her chest the flickers of power until they formed one brilliant burning orb of fire. Drawing from that source, she probed her mind to gain access to a world invisible to the naked eye. Her body grew so warm that droplets of water still clinging to her skin instantaneously evaporated; even the roots of her hair were drying as if she was standing under the mid-day sun. She finally found the corner of her brain she was searching for and like a burglar breaking into a house, forced her way in. Straining from the effort, ruby-red dots appeared behind her eyelids. She exhaled slowly, opened her eyes and stared at the water, willing it to reveal Peter’s whereabouts. Past the shimmering surface, she fixed her gaze on the play of blues, greys and greens in the varying depths of the pool. The shadows deep in the water shifted into a shape that Bree recognized as Peter. A girl stood beside him, way to close to be just his friend. It was difficult to discern their expressions but Peter leaned-in towards the girl until their lips touched. This was no friendly kiss but a deep, long, passionate affair. Grunting, Bree clamped her eyes shut and the vision disappeared. She strode back to the edge of the pool, dove in and furiously swam for the rest of the practice. “So what’s up?” asked Sylvie as they showered following practise. Bree wished that the hot water running down her face would also wash Peter out of her life. “I’m gonna kill him,” she muttered. “That answers my question,” Sylvie said, frowning. “I guess you’ll talk to him?” “You mean before I kill him?” Bree asked as she turned off the tap. She walked into the change room, opened her locker and threw her goggles in her bag. Sylvie who had followed her into the room, pulled a towel from her bag. “I’m sorry it wound up this way but Peter isn’t your type anyway is he?” she asked gently as she wrapped the towel around her. Bree dropped on one of the benches. “I guess not. But …you know … I just thought that…” “That you were one of the gang,” Sylvie finished. “Yeah, I guess,” Bree sighed, her eyes filling with tears. Sylvie sat down beside Bree and slid her arm around her friend’s shoulder. “Oh Bree, you don’t need to hang out with jerks like Peter.” Bree wiped her eyes with the edge of Sylvie’s towel. “He is kind of a jerk isn’t he?” Sylvie nodded. “Yup, always has been.” While changing out of her bathing suit, Bree replayed in her mind the past month and couldn’t think of anything odd she might have done to turn him off. Why was he now cheating on her? The more she thought about it, the angrier she became. By the time she stepped out of the locker room she was fuming. And there, leaning against the front window was Peter, a lock of his so perfect blond hair falling over his blue eyes, his full lips moving as he texted. Probably chatting with Lucy she thought bitterly. He didn’t even look up as she approached. Bree yanked the